Gothic Soul

These are thoughts that are currently in my mind. Pfft. (I’ll do this in bullet form.)

1. I finally graduated from High School! …but I don’t want to be a college student - yet.
2. I’ll get a domain by the end of April or beginning of May! Yay! …but I want it NOW!
3. Yay! It’s already summer vacation! …but there’s nothing to do!
4. The thought of having thick lashes is cool. No need for mascara. It’s just sad that they’re not curly lashes. [My personal comment on this: WTF are you talking about, Jev!? You, of all people, be conscious of (of all things!) your lashes?!]
5. I’m planning to write a new novel! …but I don’t know where to start.
6. I searched for "Jyrevi", and had lots of results (compared to my friend’s names - and to think that Jyrevi is a pretty unique name). So I’m a bit well known in the e-world, huh? …how come I’m not in real life [which would be better]?! :p

Well, yeah, ironic. Anyway…

I was browsing the Friendster community a while ago, and passed by a friend’s profile. I asked him where he got those cute pictures, and what were they called, lol. He said that they were Pon and Zi. They’re really cute! I promise! So, due to my ever-growing curiousity, I searched the Net to gather more info. You can check out pictures of them from PonandZi.com. They were created by a guy named Jeff Thomas. His sort-of personal website [plus Art Gallery] is at AzuZephre.net. Go, check them out!

>> Jev. <<

Moi! Moi? Moi. Moi, moi. "Moi". Moi’s. Moi/Moi. Moi = Moi. {Moi} [Moi] (Moi) MOI moi mOi MOi

Wala lang. I just promised him that he’d see his name on my blog for today. haha.

And I really mean SUPER BAD. I’m pissed, I’m stressed, and I’m everything negative today:

Early morning, right after waking up, dad told me that our uncle (his first cousin) was missing. Of course, I hoped that he would be found safe. So I went to school hoping that things would end up fine. I was wrong. During Biology, we had a test. It went bad,and I don’t think I want to get into the details. Lunch. Everything went fine - until the part wherein we had to go back to school. Why? The rain poured - and I mean POURED.

And what really "MADE MY DAY" was when this certain teacher (though I don’t assume that it really was me and my friend, Sarah), assumed that his/her test leaked, and that someone was still scattering the answers. He/she went storming and saying "tinuturo-turo pa ‘yong answers. Dapat lang na mabababa ang grades niyo sa Ethics!" Now why do I think it was Sarah and I? Well, Sarah was asking me to give her the formula for the topic, and was asking me to teach her about the problem solving. So I was like, "Para mahanap ‘yong..*tooot! you’ll know the subject* tandaan mo lang ‘pag may "o" tapos, ‘pag ‘yong *tooot! again* naman ang hinahanap, ‘yong "o" papalitan mo ng "i"." I was saying that while POINTING at my notebook [HINT: "paturo-turo pa"]. Oh, and did I mention that Sarah was writing it on a scratch paper (because she was trying to solve) that seemed like a kodigo.

Of course, that wasn’t enough proof, so I thought it was a different person, BUT THEN AGAIN. What REALLY pissed me was when I really, really, REALLY had to go to the bathroom. I had to ask permission from him/her (duh!) so I did. He/she didn’t even bother to look at me and said "Bakit ba ang daming ninyong pumupuntang CR ngaun?" in a very mataray way.

Though I do not assume that it was me, but he/she shouldn’t have assumed that EVERYONE WHO ARE SHARING NOTES AUTOMATICALLY ARE CHEATERS! That is just pathetic! So yeah, I admit, I AM PISSED with him/her (but it will fade if it wasn’t me, of course). Basta. ‘PAG AKO PINATAWAG SA OFFICE DAHIL JAN, ISAKSAK NIYA SA ISIP NIYA NA HINDI AKO NAGDAYA. Tingnan niya pa problem solving ko, I wasn’t able to solve number two - because I was pissed, confused, and that I really had to go to the loo.

Hay. Nakakainis talaga!

Not in the mood to tell stories anymore. $#@*!!!

And when I got home… Daddy told me that my uncle was already found dead.

ACK! It was hard! I kept on praying: "please let me pass, please let me pass, I’d be happy with an 85". But in Ethics, change the 85 to 75 - most of my batchmates would agree, except for the uber-smart people, of course. We’re supposed to know the results today, but our anxiety was prolonged because of the Anti-Drugs Symposium. Tomorrow, [perhaps] we’ll be checking our English and Advanced Biology exams - which is "hurrah" and "bummer" respectively. Then right after, we’ll be having our periodical exam for CAT. Before, Tuesday is my favorite day of the week. Let’s change that for tomorrow.

NOT RELATED TO PERIODICAL EXAMS: To all those who’d been asking me if I’m going to study in UP, I changed my mind. I won’t be studying there. I’ll be studying HERE. Recently, I’ve been having asthma attacks, and every time I think of studying there - alone, far from my parents who take care of me - I had second thoughts. I’d be safe here (though not from Lahar). But yeah, the thought of being a "UP Graduate" sounds good. But what’s education when you have bad health, right? =)

-I’m off!-

This month sure is a month of blessings (for me). First of all, because I’m already sweet 16 (Yep, I just turned 16 - 01.15.91). Second, uhh, one year na kami (01.16.06 aba, ang landi - kidding!). Third, I qualified for UP! Fourth, I got a 99% in my CSAT result.

Sorry for being a braggart. LOL. I couldn’t help it. You really can’t fight your emotions, you know. =p

Anyway, it’s already 9:30 pm and I haven’t eaten dinner. So I’m off. Haha. TTFN. =)

[PS: Sorry sa mga hindi ko na nareplyan. Dami ko kasing ginagawa. >.<' esp: kuya jeric, jane, kuya jp, etc.]

May kuryente na. Gawd, I’ve been craving for that weeks ago! I already pitied our generator because it was always running. So what did I do during the vacation? Hmmm.. READ EL FILIBUSTERISMO! How boring is that (though I found the english version interesting ^-^)? I went out about… 3 times ONLY (they wouldn’t let me out of the house because the road’s dangerous). Our trip to Manila was also cancelled, mind you. So yeah, I was in Boredom Palace.

Bah. Christmas and New Year wasn’t really that bad - the generator was just noisy. Oooh! here’s what I got:

• Samsung SGH-x660
• Bracelets
• Earrings
• Clothes

That’s about it. And, yes, its true, I didn’t get any cash (sigh). LOL! Just kidding. If you’re wondering about the website I was blabbing about, mom gave me a cellphone instead (How the hell would I start with a website if, in the first place, WALANG KURYENTE!), and she’d give me the website during my graduation (2 more months to go!!!) Hehe..

Oh, and:

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: CERISSE (My longest online friend. Love yeah!) 1.11.91
• HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: TRIX (Maguinsas!) 1.12.91
• HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: ME! (haha) 1.15.91
• HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO: US (=p) 1.16.06
• HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY TO: OUR FRIENDSHIP (Ea, Jo, Ging, Cicar, Kirk, Kenneth) 1.30.04

That’s about it. I’ll squeeze in Sir Binoe’s birthday (I don’t know the exact date. Ahehe. Peace sir!!!) ^-^

TTFN.

Yes, that’s "trauma?" - with the question mark. I just realized that the end of the year 2006 is coming, and I didn’t fulfill my new year’s resolution(s). And since 2007 is about to come, that means I’ll graduate by March and be living life in a very mature way… I DONT WANT TO! >.<’ I’m still a kid at heart, since I’m one of the batch’s youngsters (born: 1991).

But I guess there are good things that’ll be happening when the year ends:

• CHRISTMAS. Everyone would probably get my point. Haha.
• MY OWN DOMAIN NAME! I’ve been craving for one…I just convinced my mom ^^.

And ofcourse, the not-so-bad-not-so-happy:

• "INTRODUCTION". You don’t get it, do you? Well, Anthony told me that he’ll be introducing me to his folks soon (And that ’soon’ is this December). I’m nervous.
• POSTPAID. Yes, I won’t be an UNLIMITXT person for long! Don’t worry, I’ll surely reply whenever you send me an SMS.

And, ah, yes… My accomplishments for the first semester:

• BETTER GRADES: Ethics (from 83 to 90), Advanced Algebra (from 93 to 96), Chemistry (from 86 to 89), Economics (from 86 to 91). The others are retained, except for Physics and Filipino (from which I lost 2 points. Hehe)
• That’s it. o.O

So, yeah… I told you, I didn’t have much from this year… But anyway, i’ll just wish 2007 would be alot better… g’night guys!

I’m so pissed with my Algebra PE results!!! well, maybe just nanghihinayang. You see, I left one item unanswered, because I thought I didn’t have enough time to answer it - besides, Im not expecting that I get all my answers right, nor was I expecting myself to be excempted in two quizzes in the 3rd grading (if ever I get a perfect score). So, yeah. Friday came, and the results were announced. Nobody got a perfect score in our section - but the highest was 59. One mistake. Guess who it was? Me. That was the time when I realized that I shouldn’t have left that item unanswered!!! Urgh… So, yeah,I’m pissed.

Anyway, so far, I’m enjoying my PE results:

• Advanced Algebra - 97
• Advanced Chemistry - 88
• Calculus - 92
• Ethics - 81 (yes, I’m happy even if I just got an 81…since the highest is 86! lol)

Well, I don’t know with the rest… But I do hope that it would boost my grades… =) Well, I really need it to make up for my bad grades last grading… wish me luck! =)

I didn’t take the test seriously… Maybe because I don’t really intend to study there… I’ve been in BU for 8 years (pre-school and elementary)! I can’t say its torture (lol), I’ll just say that I want to go to a new school. LOL. 8 years was pretty long! Hehe… But I have no other choice, and I passed there, why not.

Anyway, we’ll be having our periodical exams starting tomorrow… Advanced Algebra, Ethics and English on the first day. Guess what (sarcastic)? I havent studied yet! Pfft… I thought we would be having our well-deserved break after the exams, but NO! There will still be classes.. Pfft… Well, I guess its better than joining the tour… I didn’t join because I’ve already been in those places… There’s no more thrill… Yes, I was the one who didn’t want to go… And so, A-a and Cicar are both calling me "KJ"..hehehe…sorry guys! =D (And, NO! I’m not going there because Anthony’s not going, for cryin’ out loud!)

I don’t think there’s still more for me to say… Oooh, to Rem and Mond.. I’ll tell you both something…later…perhaps tomorrow..or next week… I’ll just txt the two of you. hehe. (Wonders: I wonder what your reactions will be…hehe)

.Lexie.LexAmerie.DeeKyu.Suzie.Jev.Jevie.JYREVI -> GET IT RIGHT, lol

I can’t think of a title. Well, I’m currently thinking of random stuff, so yeah. Anyway, Sem Break’s near. Why am I not excited? BECAUSE BEFORE I ACHIEVE MY DESERVED "REST", I’D GO THROUGH A LOT OF EXAMS FIRST. Periodical exams, I mean. And I hate Chemistry. I just hate it! o.O

Weird Life. No, honestly. My life is weird, I am weird, and everything that surrounds me (from my point of view) is weird. What am I saying? Ughh… I guess I’m just pretty upset because my average for this grading is 89.3 (something)..I mean.. it was so close to 90 and I didn’t make it!! Rar. And I’m not sure if I could make it this grading period either. Bummer!

Well, I gotta go…